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hey. this is stupid groupie.
i made this video message to let my followers know, and i guess, anyone that stumbles across this page, that this tumblr will no longer be updated. i mean, except, perhaps, um for updates regarding astor laced or any future bondage modeling projects i decide to undertake. other than that, ehhr, finito.
um, the reason is, as much as it pains me to admit it, i really have to get my marijuana use under control. and to be quite frank, looking at my dash was just a huge huge trigger to smoke and i just, i couldn’t do it. i um, i didn’t want to have to unfollow a bunch of people and get into all this drama so i figured it would just be best if i quietly started a new blog, and it’s mostly to document my depression. it’s a journal, it’s a personal thing. if you want to follow it you can shoot me an email at stupidgroupie@gmail.com, i’ll still be checking that. um, but honestly, if you don’t want to listen to my bitching, i totally get that.
so i just wanted to let you know, all my followers, to stay rad and um, well keep it real. so it’s been fun, but i have to get my shit together and, in the words of kurt vonnegut, so it goes. alright, have a good one.
[music: elbow - i’ve got your number]
i think if i’m going to stop smoking pot
or whatever the fuck it is i’m supposed to do to appease my parents, i will have to end this blog.
it’s been real kids.
is there a resource for people who don’t want to stop using marijuana
but just want to tone it down a bit?
why yes, i do. i have his greatest hits album. it rules. fuck the haters.
(via thesummerofmark)
sometimes i forget how rad glasses can be.
i called a suicide hotline today
i talked for about two minutes and then told the volunteer i felt stupid and said goodbye.
needless to say, i did not make it in to work today. i’m a model employee, obviously.
don’t know the source for this, wish i did.
noid0ne asked: how are you doing?
i am torn and in shock. in shock because of the quickness and seeming carelessness with which i was hired. i was twenty minutes late to the interview. i probably would not have hired me. but i was the only one he chose to bring in. it blows my mind. he didn’t read all the resumes and mine was chosen because of my education, mostly.
i am disappointed because i am no closer to doing what i want.
but i will be able to make it by this month.
my parents are helping me with rent and then when the money from this new job starts coming in i will be fine and i can pay them back.
money money money
it’s always about money